At Parasha Lech Lecha…

I am currently grappling with the opening words of the Parasha Lech Lecha (Lekh Lecha).

Martin Buber translates it as:

„He spoke to Abraham: ‚Go forth from the land, from your relatives, from your father’s house to the land I will show you.'“

I recognize that there is a direct line between Hashem and Abraham. For God speaks to him.

What is meant by ‚Go forth‘? I interpret it as follows… Grow beyond yourself and don’t prioritize your path over your ego.

This path leads three times away from its origin, the place of his birth. „Go from your country, go from your people, and go to the land I will show you.“

If one can see the land—and by this, Eretz Yisrael is meant—then this means two things. One must be physically present in the land, and one is able to enter the promised land. It is important to recognize that it is God alone who makes this possible.

Therefore, it continues:

„I will make you into a great tribe…“

Which tribe is meant by this? It can only refer to Judah, because the lineage goes from Abraham, through Isaac, to Jacob. Jacob himself is the patriarch of all Jews and thus also the father of all the tribes of Israel. This leads to another answer, because when it says that a great tribe will arise from Abraham, then all the tribes are meant, which, however, are not separate but form one great tribe. This is Am Yisrael in unity.

Shabbat Shalom

Parasha Noach in a kabbalistic Map

🧭 Ark, Ashes, and Covenant: A Kabbalistic Map of Parashat Noach

Given by: Dovid E. Yirmeyahu
Initially published: 3 Cheshvan 5784
(October 17, 2023)

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Parashat Noach reads like a map of the soul. Beneath floodwaters and timbered beams, it traces a journey of purification, concealment and revelation, judgment braided with mercy, and the covenantal heartbeat that keeps creation alive. Through Torat HaPenimiyut and the whispering depths of Raz d’Razin, the narrative becomes a guide to inner work: how a person builds an ark within, learns to ride out surging din without drowning in it, and steps onto new ground as a vessel for light. Redemption, in this telling, ripens through the unity of Klal Yisrael—each soul contributing its note to a single harmony—and through the layered study of Torah that moves from surface to secret in one continuous ascent.

Noach stands in the text as a tzaddik tamim, the archetypal righteous one who fashions an inner teivah—an ark of emunah and hitbodedut—to carry the divine spark through storms. The Ark is a microcosm of the human, a container for Neshamah shaped by disciplined hands and quiet bitul, a silencing of ego that lets Divine will sound clearly (Zohar, Noach 5; Etz Chaim; Ramchal, Da’at Tevunot). Above these waters hovers the Shekhinah like a mother bird, sheltering the nest of souls; in Zoharic language, she cradles even the soul-root of Mashiach in exile and midwives its time to rise (Zohar II 7b–8a). Here the ancient “Chol,” the Phoenix of Bereishit Rabbah, appears as a hidden emblem inside the parashah: a bird spared for its humility and restraint, granted a rhythm of descent and renewal, and hinting that within the world’s ashes glows a seed of rebirth (Bereishit Rabbah 19:5). Its pattern is the soul’s: fall, refine, and rise.

The Mabul itself is a choreography of Gevurah and Chesed. The forty days and nights name the torrential phase—the liminal corridor of transformation that recurs throughout Torah—while the hundred and fifty days mark how long that upheaval prevailed until the waters yielded (Sanhedrin 108b; Bereshit 7–8). The tradition remembers those waters as scalding, the world uninhabitable, so that cleansing would reach what ordinary rain cannot. In the language of Sod, the Flood is not only hydrology but metaphysics: a recalibration of the world’s receivers, a tzimtzum-and-vessel repair that allows Divine flow to resume without shattering. From this angle, the surge of Gevurah is not a negation of kindness but its precondition; by clearing corrupted form, it opens a channel for deeper Chesed. Tiferet’s work is to hold these two in living balance (Etz Chaim).

That is why the Ark carries every creature, pure and impure. On its face, the text preserves balance for the world that will be rebuilt. Beneath the surface lies a remez of universal covenant: all kinds of life have a share in the renewal that follows judgment. In drash, even what cannot serve as food serves in other ways: labor, companionship, medicine, and the complex ecology of human life. In sod, every being harbors sparks that yearn to climb back to their Source; to erase any class is to deny the Shekhinah her harvest. The Phoenix gently returns here: its Hebrew name, “Chol” (חול), equals forty-four—the same as “dam,” blood. Blood is called the nefesh of all flesh (Vayikra 17:11), the circulating life that bridges matter and spirit. The Phoenix’s cycle of ash and ascent mirrors this pulse, a Yesod-like fidelity that carries vitality through time without grabbing at it, channeling rather than controlling. Yesod protects the flow; when light is driven without vessel or boundary, it burns rather than heals (Etz Chaim).

As waters recede, the raven and the dove make visible a dialogue inside the heart. The raven circles the edges of the Ark and does not return, an image for those unrefined impulses that cannot accompany the journey into sanctity. The dove leaves and returns with the bitterness-and-oil of an olive leaf, a sign that Malchut—the world as it is—is ready again to receive presence. Sefirotically, this is Tiferet streaming into Malchut through Yesod, compassion meeting sovereignty with measured generosity. Noach’s quiet is not passivity but inner alignment: he waits until the world can bear what heaven wants to give (Bereshit 8:7–11).

At that threshold the Torah speaks “brit.” It is important to see clearly that Hashem does establish a covenant with Noach. The rainbow that arcs the sky is the sign of a universal pledge to all flesh, a refracting of supernal light through the vessels of creation so that seven hues—like the lower seven sefirot—proclaim mercy chosen over annihilation (Bereshit 9:9–17; Zohar I:72b; Ramban ad loc.). Later, in Lech Lecha, Hashem speaks a distinct covenant to Avraham: “I will make you into a great nation.” Here “goy” does not diminish spirit but anchors it, connoting geviyah, embodied nationhood, so that a uniquely calibrated spirituality can live through a people’s laws, language, and land. Through Avraham, “all the families of the earth shall be blessed,” meaning the world receives its portion of light through Israel’s mission. Nations partake in this blessing in more than one register: by embracing the covenant of the Bnei Noach—universal ethics bound up with the rainbow—and, when one freely chooses, by joining Israel’s covenantal people. The image of “grafting” is a metaphor for this alignment; in halachic terms, there is righteous companionship with Israel’s calling, and there is conversion into it. In every case, unity among Israel’s own tribes and souls magnifies the channel to the many, drawing the day of redemption nearer.

The Tower of Bavel warns that unity untethered to purpose collapses into self-worship. One language and one speech can be a ladder to heaven or a monument to ego. Malchut, the sefirah of speech, is the world’s steering wheel; when it serves the whole, words incarnate wisdom, and when it serves itself, words confound the heart. The dispersion of tongues is not a curse for its own sake but a tikkun that prevents the concentration of power from hardening into idolatry. Each language, scattered, now holds a facet of Divine expression that yearns to be harmonized—this time not by human hubris but by service that returns speech to its Source (Tikkunei Zohar, “Patach Eliyahu,” 17a). In the same vein, mystical lore cautions against “cultic” appropriations of the Phoenix archetype: attempts to seize eternity, bypass judgment, or instrumentalize life-force for domination. That path ignores Yesod’s discipline and Malchut’s truth, rupturing vessels and turning light destructive. The Phoenix, like the Shekhinah, rises through humility, not through conquest.

The painful episode of Noach’s nakedness threads ethical, psychological, and cosmic strands. In pshat, Ham’s failure to honor his father, broadcasting his shame instead of repairing it, incurs a curse upon Canaan. In drash, the sages read “seeing” and “uncovering” here as euphemism for a deeper violation; some texts record castration, others sexual misconduct (Sanhedrin 70a), and Midrash locates Canaan as the first mover who draws the curse upon himself (Bereishit Rabbah 36:7). Another thread explains why Noach’s words fall on the grandson: Hashem has already blessed the sons, and a blessing once given is not withdrawn (Bereshit 9:1), so the consequences take their path through the next line. In sod, the act is a tear in the veils that protect sacred flow, an assault on the tzniut that guards the channels of life. The Zohar frames it as interference in the world’s tikkun, a misappropriation of energy that belongs to a higher trust. What looks like a family scandal in the field is, in the soul, a warning about violating boundaries that make creation safe for presence.

The word “chamas” rises twice before the Flood like a siren. In the plain sense it names violence and corruption so pervasive that the world itself convulses. In remez it carries gematria of one hundred and eight, matching a traditional spelling of Gehinnom; both point to disordered fire that demands cooling and redirection. Many have noted the verse 6:13 and heard, within its cadence, an echo of the 613 commandments—together with the Thirteen Attributes of Mercy—that structure repair. The double appearance can be read as a call to mend the two basic axes of life: between human and God, and between person and person. And if modern ears bristle at an organization that bears that same name, the Torah’s mirror invites a response that is first spiritual: restore justice, reestablish boundaries, and re-center compassion so that the world’s heat serves life again. Where “chamas” expands, Tiferet—harmony—has been exiled; the cure is balance without sentimentality and judgment without cruelty.

Through all of this, the Phoenix circles back as a parable of the Ain Sof’s patience with us. In Raz d’Razin, the Infinite undergirds creation by constant, gentle emanation, but only vessels refined by humility can hold it. The tzaddik falls seven times and rises because ascent without descent is fantasy; the Shekhinah descends with us so that our climb will be real. In the Ari’s world of gilgulim, the soul re-enters the story again and again to finish the work of tikkun it began, not to escape accountability but to deepen it (Sha’ar HaGilgulim, Introduction). Dark readings of immortality seek to pause the clock; holy readings learn to sanctify time. The Phoenix burns and is reborn not to deny death but to reveal a life stronger than decay.

What, then, is the covenant that carries us forward? The rainbow’s arc assures that the world will be given space to mend; Avraham’s calling grounds holiness in a people so that blessing can flow; the Ark within is the craft of building a self that can carry light through storms; the dove’s olive leaf says that Malchut can be readied again to receive; the tower’s rubble teaches that unity must serve something higher than itself; the Phoenix whispers that restraint is the cradle of renewal. In the end, redemption is not a single act but a choreography of many fidelities: Israel’s inward unity, the nations’ participation in justice and kindness, the Shekhinah’s willingness to accompany us into our exiles, and our willingness to become vessels worthy of her return. Each trial we weather contains the hint of a rainbow. Each descent, held rightly, becomes the very ash from which the next ascent takes wing.

Thoughts at Parasha Ekew

This morning, I examined the words of Parasha Ekev for the first time this week. It’s important to me that the word Ekev can mean both ‚because‘ and ‚if.‘ 40 years of wandering in the desert are now complete… Right at the beginning of the parashah, it says:

„And it shall come to pass, because you have obeyed these statutes (rules) and observed and done them, that the Lord your God will keep with you the covenant and the mercy which He swore to your fathers.

Ekev is one of my favorite parashahs, which God assures everyone, the Jewish people, that He is the one who loves, blesses, and increases them. He is the one who takes away sickness from us and all the evil plagues of Egypt that we know, and He is the one who will bring them upon our haters.

So much for the beginning of Ekev. It is the promise to us that He not only heals, but also executes justice. This is very important to me… and I calm myself and find my inner peace.

Shavua Tov!

At Parasha Balak…

Next Shabbat at the latest, we’ll be dealing with the Parashah of Balak.

An entire parashah is named after Balak, Balaam’s antagonist, which is precisely why we should take a closer look at him. The story is very complicated and constantly has new twists and turns. I’ve given a lot of thought to the fact that while there are plans to curse Israel, it’s up to all of us to pay attention with open eyes and ears, with our given senses, to what Hashem tells us, sometimes through a person who doesn’t initially belong to the people of Israel. It’s important to identify Balak as a Moabite king who fears the Jewish people and fantasizes about all sorts of dangers that supposedly emanate from them… Therefore, he commissions Balaam to curse them. However, Balaam refuses, first of all, to allow himself to be taken over by the Moabites and curse them.
G-d speaks to Balaam, so he’s a prophet. He says, „You will not go with them.“ And he obeys. „You will not curse it, for blessed is it.“ And Balaam obeys, albeit only after several attempts, even if this initially brings apparent disadvantages.

The lesson we can draw from the entire Parasha Balak is that no power in the world can oppose Hashem’s plans and must submit to them sooner or later. No one in this world can escape Hashem, His goals, and His vision.

The donkey is also an important metaphor. Balaam travels with her, and it is she who alone can recognize G-d’s messengers and respond accordingly. G-d Himself opened the donkey’s mouth (a popular saying in Israel) and spoke to Balaam. Thus, it is G-d alone who provides the miraculous communication and understanding. It is G-d Himself who enters into dialogue through the donkey, whom Balaam had treated badly. Balaam himself is repeatedly instructed by G-d’s messengers how he should behave. Gradually, he recognizes this more and more clearly, and it culminates in the realization and the statement to the messenger:

„I have sinned; I did not know that you were standing in the way against me.“

This is a very important sentence, for it contains, on the one hand, the admission that he has acted contrary to the divine order and, on the other, that he says he did not know. Knowledge is the prerequisite for acting responsibly before G-d.

Shavua Tov!

At Parasha Chukkat…

Today I began to think about the Parashah Chukkat. It means law or statute. Quite simply, Chukkat. There is no room here for any kind of escape from the Torah and its eternal source for the Jewish people. In the Parashah, the sons of Israel are addressed by Moshe Rabbeinu and Aaron. It speaks of the red heifer, which is offered as a sacrifice to Hashem by Eleazar, the Kohen. Interestingly, all who come into contact with it become ritually impure and must wash their clothes and themselves in water, but remain untainted until evening. This weekly portion describes in great detail what must be done. Therefore, it is very important, on the one hand, to know and follow all the steps; on the other hand, it is equally important that, should someone come up with the idea of ​​questioning what has been commanded, there must be no room for doubt, even if we do not understand the meaning of the actions. It is a kind of purification. Not meant as a moral category, but as an expression that anyone who touches a dead thing must remain outside until their ritual purification. Therefore, all of this is an unconditional expression of Hashem’s desire to place life above all else, and that nothing is more important than life itself. The red cow represents the animus, the animal, the living, and that is precisely why he, the priest, sprinkles the blood in the direction of the tent of meeting. Why in this direction in particular?!! Because every synagogue is a tent of meeting. A tent because it can only be a temporary solution for the Bet haMikdash yet to be built in Jerusalem.

„Heart of Stone“or „Circles of Truth“

(Poem by Marcus Günther Michael Gundlach)

I never had a Heart of Stone
What are you waiting for?

I never had a Heart of Stone
Listen to the voice

I never had a Heart of Stone
Take your choice

Now, I am waiting
The times of quarrels
are over

Never use Torah
because she is for all of us

For the excluded
For the mighty
For the spiritual low
For the spiritual high

I am aware whats going on
Never give food to rule

My place is at Kiddush
and in Shul

Now you can listen
to Hashem

Because I sayed everything
My way is not over

I am staying strong
In my Love

Whats about you?
Fly like a dove

Lost my best years
The time with greatest fears

I feel like in my youth
And Trust in YOU

To serve again
In circles of truth

Thoughts at Parasha Bemidbar…

I confess that I’ve already been busy today with the upcoming weekly portion, Bemidbar. Right at the beginning, all twelve tribes of Israel are listed and discussed in summary.
This refers to the „number of the community of the children of Israel according to their clans, according to their ancestral houses.“ One male head for each tribe. Then, all of them are listed.

It’s very interesting that each individual is referred to as a prince. This is partly in recognition of their achievements and responsibility, but also because Moshe Rabbeinu and Aaron also confirm that there is only one king—and that is Hashem.

All are counted, each and every one. Hence the name Numbers for the Sefer Bemidbar. And special mention is made of those who went out to war. Therefore, in chapter 1, verse 44, it says:

„These are the numbered ones whom Moshe, Aaron, and the princes of Israel numbered.“

The order of the enumeration clarifies and establishes an important hierarchy of importance for all the children of Israel.

Anyone twenty or older could be drafted into the army. However, Levi’im could not be drafted.

For myself, as a Levi, I have never fought for an army going to war in my entire life. It remains so!

Furthermore, it is stipulated that Levi’im are not to be counted and mustered among the children of Israel, and instead they are to be assigned to the „Table of Testimony“ (this refers to the portable Mishkan, since we are in the Sinai Desert), to all its equipment, etc. It is important to recognize that their task is to carry the Table of Testimony and all its equipment. When the Table of Testimony is settled, they assemble it, and a member of the seam is to die. Therefore, it is very important that certain people stay away from the Levi’im to ensure that they can fulfill their task undisturbed. The individual tribes and their various areas around the Mishkan are also addressed.

Finally, I would like to return to the distinction between the camps of Judah and Ephraim and all the other tribes. They are discussed and mentioned in the weekly portion Bemidbar, according to their importance, in a fixed order and in a specified number…

Despite all the distinctions, we must be clear today that the diversity of Jewish life and belonging is therefore G-d-willed and must be respected.

Shavua Tov!

Thoughts at Parasha Bamidbar

I confess that I’ve already been busy today with the upcoming weekly portion, Bemidbar. Right at the beginning, all twelve tribes of Israel are listed and discussed in summary.
This refers to the „number of the community of the children of Israel according to their clans, according to their ancestral houses.“ One male head for each tribe. Then, all of them are listed.

It’s very interesting that each individual is referred to as a prince. This is partly in recognition of their achievements and responsibility, but also because Moshe Rabbeinu and Aaron also confirm that there is only one king—and that is Hashem.

All are counted, each and every one. Hence the name Numbers for the Sefer Bemidbar. And special mention is made of those who went out to war. Therefore, in chapter 1, verse 44, it says:

„These are the numbered ones whom Moshe, Aaron, and the princes of Israel numbered.“

The order of the enumeration clarifies and establishes an important hierarchy of importance for all the children of Israel.

Anyone twenty or older could be drafted into the army. However, Levi’im could not be drafted.

For myself, as a Levi, I have never fought for an army going to war in my entire life. It remains so!

Furthermore, it is stipulated that Levi’im are not to be counted and mustered among the children of Israel, and instead they are to be assigned to the „Table of Testimony“ (this refers to the portable Mishkan, since we are in the Sinai Desert), to all its equipment, etc. It is important to recognize that their task is to carry the Table of Testimony and all its equipment. When the Table of Testimony is settled, they assemble it, and a member of the seam is to die. Therefore, it is very important that certain people stay away from the Levi’im to ensure that they can fulfill their task undisturbed. The individual tribes and their various areas around the Mishkan are also addressed.

Finally, I would like to return to the distinction between the camps of Judah and Ephraim and all the other tribes. They are discussed and mentioned in the weekly portion Bemidbar, according to their importance, in a fixed order and in a specified number…

Despite all the distinctions, we must be clear today that the diversity of Jewish life and belonging is therefore G-d-willed and must be respected.

Shavua Tov!